Saturday, May 14, 2005 : everyone's feeling so F***** up..
haha..it's true..and i think it's getting to me too. Sad..sad. ANyway, i had comb humanss lessons today. after which i went for lit. was horrible because i wanted to ask this friend of mine to go home with me after lessons. didn't dare to ask, so i didn't ask. was on the train with this friend. so quiet. didn't talk at all. this friend kept staring at something. shows me this friend is thinking. wanted to ask this friend, but didn't dare. went to bishan together to meet shaun and ai xuan. this friend was just so quiet. like as this friend don't want to talk to me at all. maybe this friend don't like or don't want to talk to me. i tried talking to this friend, but just..sigh. anyway, after lit, this friend, shaun and me went to bugis to see Fione. so glad to see Fione again. considering i haven't seen her for sometime. then went for dinner with shaun, Fione, her friend and this friend. kept quiet for the longest time and started reading up on SS. Really, i felt that reading SS was better than talking to her friend. after that, shaun and myself walked to the mrt and he left for work. i was so hoping that this friend was with me all the while. i know it'll never be possible but sigh. this friend is probably more interested in other things. i don't meant anything, but just felt like blarghing out this. this friend, i just wished that i didn't know this friend. so i needn't have to feel the way i feel now. this friend made me so ARGH! anyways, guess that shouldn't matter. seriously, i should have just came back home. so, i needn't go feel all lousy about this friend. aye..this friend...i only wish you read this? don't do what you did. handling the emotions is not easy. i'm trying, but it's not easy. sometimes i just wished that i hadn't know you at all. why? huh? why?
1 Comments:
Hey! You forgot me! So long never call me, email or even msg me. So sad!!! *sniff sniff* Newaz. i heard that you nearly got A1s for all your subs for prelims. Congrats! You did better than me at prelims! You deserve this. I told you rite? you'd do better with less commitment.
Love,
Sha
P.S- Contact me soon hor! Or i wun forgive you. Btw, plan a SUPER big party for after your O's. Let's PARTY ON, BABY!
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