yUmE's pAGe.

everyone's feeling so F***** up..

2005-05-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

haha..it's true..and i think it's getting to me too. Sad..sad. ANyway, i had comb humanss lessons today. after which i went for lit. was horrible because i wanted to ask this friend of mine to go home with me after lessons. didn't dare to ask, so i didn't ask. was on the train with this friend. so quiet. didn't talk at all. this friend kept staring at something. shows me this friend is thinking. wanted to ask this friend, but didn't dare. went to bishan together to meet shaun and ai xuan. this friend was just so quiet. like as this friend don't want to talk to me at all. maybe this friend don't like or don't want to talk to me. i tried talking to this friend, but just..sigh. anyway, after lit, this friend, shaun and me went to bugis to see Fione. so glad to see Fione again. considering i haven't seen her for sometime. then went for dinner with shaun, Fione, her friend and this friend. kept quiet for the longest time and started reading up on SS. Really, i felt that reading SS was better than talking to her friend. after that, shaun and myself walked to the mrt and he left for work. i was so hoping that this friend was with me all the while. i know it'll never be possible but sigh. this friend is probably more interested in other things. i don't meant anything, but just felt like blarghing out this. this friend, i just wished that i didn't know this friend. so i needn't have to feel the way i feel now. this friend made me so ARGH! anyways, guess that shouldn't matter. seriously, i should have just came back home. so, i needn't go feel all lousy about this friend. aye..this friend...i only wish you read this? don't do what you did. handling the emotions is not easy. i'm trying, but it's not easy. sometimes i just wished that i hadn't know you at all. why? huh? why?

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

everyone's feeling so F***** up..

2005-05-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

Whee!!

2005-04-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

Haha...Niece came over to my place today and we played Hamburger game! Our childhood game! haha..Was really glad to see her again. Well, How's everyone doing? Looks like my taggie is really growing webs. Tag pple!!!! Sigh~ I really miss all of you!! Shoutout to my friends..

Belle: AH!!! I miss you! Really hope to see you real soon k mei? Then we can have the entire day to ourselves..haha..take care ya?

Charlene: Hey..any new w-inds song? Keep me updated ya?

Eve: Hey!! mIss you loads!! take care ya?

All that visit my site: Welcome!! plas feel free to tag ya? thanks! :)

yup..got to go now..will blog again soon. Take care one and all!!

Hello one and all!

2005-04-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hello one and all! How are all of you doing? hey! do elabe some taggings behind ya? Really hope to catch up with you guys soon. Miss ya'll so much! Haha..Well, school's been really good. It's been a long time since i last wrote something here. Haha..well, i do hope to write something soon. got to go do some workl already! take care pple! hear from you soon k?

Sch starts tml..

2005-03-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha..yup..starts tml. Well, I guess sometimes life just have to be the way it it? to learn and perservere. take care!

Just something to share..I'll just write..

2005-03-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

Mmm..ok. I just downloaded this site abt chem..haha. YOu know those atoms and stuff? It's pretty cool. Yup..it has got all the auto rotation of molecules and all. haha...ok! anyway, just want to share something with you guys. Have you people ever experienced that on one occasion people can be really nice to you and on the other this same human being can be nasty and horrendous? Mmm..imagine after you've went through so much with the person, like you guys go through a great deal of pain and happiness to build up a special friendship you and the person share, and after that everything is just shattered into pieces and AFTER ages later, this person starts asking your whereabouts. ok, so much so that you've gotten over that PERIOD when it seems like everything is just so dim..I mean..it's like what Evanescence sings about" if you have to leave, why don't you just leave, your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone, this pain won't seem to heal, this pain is just to real and it's something that time could not erase." It's just that. Just that. Yup. So, just treasure friendships as much as you can. I mean you never know when it'll end or regret or...I don't know..feel a sense of...sadness? After so long? I don't know. I mean, of course, people do change. It's the original feeling and the first impression and the original memory of the person whom you'll keep with you for the rest of your live. That would never go away. It'll always be inside, never will be forgotten. Just that things don't go the way we want it to go sometimes. Mmm..ok. Am i making any sense here? Haha..nevermind. Let bygones be bygones? ah~ it doesn't matter. Whatever that comes will come and whatever that happens will happen. Mmm..ok..enough said. Mmm...take care k? God Bless..

Mmm...Long day. I really mean long day.

2005-03-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hello one and all.

Mmm...a long day. Yup. School's starting soon for me on the 23rd mar. Mmm..Well, let's see...

I miss everyone? haha..yup..Sigh. Mmm..aye. ok..i'll write soon again k? just totally don't know what to write now. haha..take care guys! love ya! :)

Well.

2005-03-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not putting my message clear. Haha..ain't going anywhere..but just going to spent this time to study again. Yup. Well, I guess i'll make it short. Gotta go and rest before I wake early tml once again, to a brand new day of challenges. Mmm..How's everyone? Hope everyone's doing great and all. Mmm..alright. I'll write again. SOmehow. Take care eh? :)

Mmm...

2005-03-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Well...going to leave this place for 7 mths from now. Yup..Am going to concentrate and make it this time with a better result for my O's. Again. Yes, Am doing it again coz i'm really not happy with my result. Anyway, Anything, pple..friends..just leave me messages k? I will try to read them and all..but in anyway..you guys will find the alternatives eh? haha..write me letters and post it to me also can..yea..:) alright! so..hope you guys are doing fine and all..well..Keeping you guys in my hearts always. Esp, my closest friends> belle, Evelyn, Piggy, Charlene, Alicia, chel, mel, boss, james, yanqing,yuan (if i forgot to name you, don't worry, i have you in my heart k?) ..yup..in my hearts cause you guys contribute to my motivation and strength. Thank you one and all. Chocolat & Spice will always be the best workplace. Yes..I love all there!! Love you guys!! Yup..so..shall give a shout out here..Before I leave this place...

Belle: I love you loads mei..I love you. I truly do and We'll always be jie and mei k? Always with you in anything you do in heart and soul. Take care too k? Drop me snail mails if you're free k? Sigh..miss you loads. Keeping you in my heart forever.

Charlene: Thanks for everything my dearest friend. Really..thanks for everything. Really hope to keep in touch with you too k? take care too..:)

Evelyn: Miss you loads girl..take care ya? all the best in everything you do ya? take xtra care!! :)

Alicia and Yuan: take care guys..all the best too..! :)

Korsh: KOr..thanks for the encouragement and the concern for me. I truly appreciate the lil things you do like making a point to call me when my result came out on that day and to find out how i did so you can give me your advice. I truly appreciate that. Now that a decision is made, I have also made my decision. yup. so, just want to say, thank you to you. :) take care too..miss ya..

Piggy: Mmm..I hope to tell you what i can and what i want to tell you. Mmm..so many things to say but don't know where to start. Somehow, the feeling is still inside me. somehow, I know things will change in your life. I know that you do not want to return back to what was before. yup..I'll write..yes..i'll write..to you. even if it gets into you or not, it doesn't matter, coz as long as the letter is in your hands, one day, you'll understand.

Take care guys..will miss you pple loads. :)

Long survey i got from e-mail..

2005-02-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

hello pple! Well, 2 more days to Results..so..keeping as calm as i can. Anyway, thought i share with you guys this survey i got from my friend from e-mail. enjoy..(it's darn long...:oS) haha...

1.If you woke up tomorrow morning and you were the opposite gender, what would be the first thing you do, and how would you spend the day? I would go toilet and pee? Spend the day? Mmm..maybe stare at myself in wonder? haha..

2.If you could travel back in time and visit or be a part of any era of time at all,what era would it be,and why? Maybe the 80's? I want to meet the ABBAs!! haha..

3.If a tv producer approached you,and told you that you could write a tv show,what would your tv show be about,and who would star in it?: Mmm..abt life as a teen? any teen talent..

4.If you could be invisible for a whole day,what would you do?: if i was invisible/i could just watch you in your room/ if i was invisible/ i could be a fly on your wall..

5.Imagine if you only had one meal left,and you could after that,never eat again.What foods would you want to eat,if you knew it would be your last time that you could eat them?: apple.

6.If you could completely get rid of one fashion trend that you personally don't like,what would it be?: the cha-pa-rang style..

7.If you could dye your hair ANY colour,would colour would you choose?: I like my hair colour..

8.If you could look like any celebrity,who would choose and why?: haha...just want to be myself no matter what..ya..

9.If you could spend one hour with ANYONE,(alive,or dead) who would it be,and why?: Alyssa. I miss her. sigh..

10.If you won a million dollars in the lottery,what would you do with the money?: DOnate some to the temple. Give some to my family and save the rest.

11.If you could take someones place in any movie,who would you like to be?: mandy moore in AWTR.

12.If you were offered an all-expenses paid two week vacation to Disneyland with all your friends,or a life time supply of chocolate,which would you choose?: two week vacation? I eman what can you do with the chocs? eat it? sell it? man..

13.If world war 3 started,and nuclear bombs were being dropped in your country,what would be your first reaction?: get my family and run to some place safe?

14.If you were at the beach,and you saw a tidal wave coming,what would you do?: same..get everyone to run..

15.If you could tell one person ANYTHING,what would it be,and who would it be?: grandma. i think she knows abt everything..haha

16.Would you rather have a McDonalds restaurant in your house,or a Subway store?: subway store!! no MAC's in MY HOUSE!

17.If you could visit one place in the world,where would you visit?: Italy

18.If you were given 5000 spending money,and could travel to any shopping destination in the world,where would you choose?: Mmm...country hopping maybe?

19.If you saw your favourite celebrity in the street,what would be your first reaction?: smile and give her a handshake?

20.If you could change your first name to anything you wanted,what would you change it to?: nah..i like my first name..

21.If you had a choice of being either really rich,but unattractive,or poor and drop dead gorgeous,which would you choose?: poor and unattractive..haha...

23.Whats one feature of your appearance that you absolutely like?: MMm..that's for others to judge..none in particular..

24.If you were told today that you had only a month to live,what would be all the things you would do,or say before you died?: spend quality time with friends and family. yea..

25.If you could change any part of your appearance,what would it be?: none.

26.If you had your own line of cosmetics,what would you call it,and what kind of products would you make?: lipstick maybe? maybe like.."fish lips" haha..

27.If you had your own line of underwear,how would you design it?: normal and comfy ones..haha

28.If you could completely destroy one place in the world (country,building,whatever) what would it be?: no place.

29.If you had the choice of either having a huge rollercoaster in your backyard,or a private movie theatre in your house,which would you choose?: private movie theatre? haha..roller coaster?!

30.If you could invite any celebrities to a party you were hosting,who would they be?: ethan hawke? gwyneth paltrow? mandy moore? ya..

31.If you were allowed to have ANY kind of animal you wanted,what would it be?: turtle!!

32.If you could get cosmetic surgery and could only get one procedure done,what would choose if you only had 2 options; Completely flat chested-would you get breast implants?: completely flat chest.

A really long,crooked big nose-would you get a nose job?: long crooked nose

33.If someone you know didn't find you really attractive,but was really nice,and lavished expensive gifts and asked you out,would you turn them down?: nope.

34.If you could have one super power,what would it be?: read pple's mind. haha

35.If you could be any kind of toy,what toy would you be?: my poot poot.

36.If you could be either a)Tara Reid b)Shannon Elizabeth c)Jennifer Love Hewitt who would you most like to be?: Jen Love Hewitt

37.If you could have ANY celebrities wardrobe,who would you choose?: mandy moore's?

38.If you could make any kind of movie,what would your movie be about,and who would ask to star in it?: didn't we came to that just now?

39.If you could be in any music video of your choice,what would it be?: Mmm...only hope?

40.If a genie appeared to you and gave you three wishes,what would you ask for?: Forgiveness, peace and love

41.If you could commit any crime,and totally get away with it,what would you do?: none.

42.Would you rather go to school from

a)12:00pm to 6:00pm

b)4:00pm to 10:00pm

c)10:00am to 4:00am

d) 6:00am to 12:00pm

What would it be?: c! haha..sounds cool..

43. If you could design your own line of clothing,how would you design it?: aye..thought we came to that?

44.If you had the choice of the worlds best mobile phone,or a 90 minute shopping spree in your favourite store,what would you choose?: 90 min shop spree

45.If you could get any tattoo,or any piercing of your choice without any limitations,what would you get?: pierce a second ear hole

46.If you were on a desert island with one person only,who would that person be?: Mmm..belle?

47.If you were able swap lives with ANYONE,who would you swap with?: alyssa.

48.If you could live anywhere in the world,where would you live?: somewhere..no idea..haha

49.What concert would you most like to go to?: jars of clay concert..

50.If you could ask the following people only one question,what would it be?:

a)Micheal Jackson: could you teach me some dance moves?

b) Britney Spears: teach me some dance steps?

c) President Bush: do you like serving the govt for another 4 yrs?

d) The Pope: are you feelin better?

e) Brad Pitt: are you happy?

f) Kermit the Frog: hello?

g) Eminem: teach me some rap stuff?

h) Mariah Carey: can you change the genre of your songs?

i) Cameron Diaz: i like your shows..

j) Jerry Seinfeld: you're funny?

k) Homer Simpson: haha...

l) Bill Clinton: -

m) Marilyn Manson: you look real goth

n) Sharon Osbourne: :)

o) Mike Myers: hahaha

p) Mr Bean: i love your show!

q) Madonna: you're hot

r) Elvis Presely: sigh..

s) Marilyn Monroe: sigh..

t) Cher: :)

u) Elton John: talented

v) Pamela Anderson: voluptous

w) Anna Nicole-Smith: Mmm

x) Jennifer Lopez: nice

y) John Edward: huh?

z) Jerry Springer: Mmm..

51.If you had the choice would you rather be Marilyn Monroe for a day,or Madonna?: madonna

52.If you could be any character in the Simpsons,who would you be?: none

53.If you could live with any celebrity,who would it be and why?: mandy moore>?

54:What in your opinion is the greatest song ever made?: they're great?

55.If you could live under the sea,or up in the clouds,where would you choose?: under the sea..

56.If you punch any celebrity in the face,who would it be?: Mmm...

57.Answer just Yes (1) or No (2) for the following songs:

a) Dirrrty-Chrstina Aguilera: 2

b) St Anger-Metallica: 1

c) American Life-Madonna:2

d) Baby One More Time-Britney Spears:1

e) Stop-The Spice Girls: 1

f) Its my Life-Bon Jovi: 1

g) Mobscene-Marilyn Manson: 2

h) Rock your body-Justin Timberlake: 2

i) Sing for the moment-Eminem: 1

j) Barenaked-Jennifer Love Hewitt: 1

k) Gangsta8217;s Paradise-Coolio: 2

l) Country Grammar-Nelly: 2

m) Complicated-Avril Lavigne: 1

n) Underneath your clothes-Shakira 2

o) In da club-50 cent 2

p) Through the Rain-Mariah Carey: 2

q) My heart will go on-Celine Dion 1

r) I got you babe-Cher and Sonny 1

s) All the thngs she said-Tatu 1

t) Jenny from the block-Jennifer Lopez 2

u) Stole-Kelly Rowland 1

v) Lose Yourself-Eminem 1

w) Work it-Missy Elliot 1

x) Billie Jean-Micheal Jackson 1

y) I cant get you out of my head-Kylie Minogue 2

z) I will always love you-Whitney Houston1

58.What is the one movie you wish you could memorize word for word?: COYOTE UGLY!

59.If you could be a model for either a)Underwear b)Lipstick c)Perfume or d)Jeans which would you choose?: jeans

60.Rate the following movies out of 10,and if you havent seen them just put a (dash)

a) Charlies Angels: 7

b) The Terminator: 7

c) The Mexican: -

d) Legally Blonde:-

e) Tomb Raider: 8

f) The Exorcist: 9

g) American Pie: -

h) Ocean8217;s Eleven:7

i) Harry Potter and the Philosopher8217;s Stone: 8

j) The Brady bunch movie: -

k) Clueless: -

l) Scream: 5

m) Scary Movie 2: 5

n) Not Another teen movie: -

o) Fast and the Furious: 8

p) Titanic: 10

q) Pearl Harbour: 7

r) Toy Story: 9

s) Shrek: 9

t) Crossroads: -

u) Blair witch project: 4

v) Matilda: -

w) Sister Act: 7

x) Austin Powers:International Man of Mystery: -

y) X men: 9

z) Vanilla Sky: 7

a) Theres something about mary: 7

b) Meet the parents: 7

c) Zoolander -

d) Cruel Intentions -

e) I know what you did last summer: 4

f) The sweetest thing: -

g) Men In Black: 8

h) Independence Day: 5

61.

Type a one word opinion of the following people:

Your mother: kind

Marge Simpson: high

President Bush: Mmm

Saddam Hussein: sigh..

Eminem: cool

Angelina Jolie: hot

Mariah Carey: screechy

The Osbournes: ok la..

Pamela Anderson: voluptous

Will Smith: funky

Brad Pitt: cute

Geri Halliwell: red

The Queen of England: whatever

Oscar the grouch: huh?

Cher: powerful

Eddie Murphy: funny

Bill Clinton: Mmm

Jerry Springer: huh?

Ned Flanders: huh?

Cartman from South Park: huh?

Al Bundy (married with children): huh?

Greg Brady: huh?

The American Idol: Mmm

62.Whats your opinion on:

HIV/AIDS: deadly disease..

War: terrible

Australia: nice place

Homosexuality: it's natural?

Religion: good?

Beauty: is within

Murder: bad

Suicide: worst

Love: is grand

Poverty: Mmm

Famine: sigh..

Sex before marriage: terrible

Porn Stars: do they have to do it?

Theft: irresponsible

Eating disorders: why?

Abortion: why?!?!?

Rape: out of the ques

Violence: why?

Cancer: Mmm

TV: addiction?

Celebrities: people

Hollywood: is it a nice place?

Friends: great pple..

Family: greatest pple

63.When you see old people with wrinkly skin and gray hair,do you fear ageing?: nope

64.If you could create the ultimate theme park,what would you call it,where would you want it to be,and what type of rides would you have in it?: aye..no theme park le..

65.Have you ever been on a rollercoaster,and felt your safety harness loosening?: nope

66.If you went to a fortune teller,what would you want to know about the future or the present?: my life?

67.Do you believe in God? Do you think God is male or female,or both?: yup. never thought of that..

68.Whats more appealing,lying on the beach on a hot summers day,with the sound of the ocean crashing,or lying in front of a fireplace on a cold winters night?: beach on summers dday

69.If you made a song,would it be a slow ballad,an r and b hip hop tune,rap,dance,upbeat or easy listening?: slow ballad

70.What is your all time favourite quote?: good judgement comes from experience. experience comes from bad judgement.

71.Who inspires you?: god? if it's abt that quote..it's my bro..

72.Do you believe your dreams have significance?: yep

73.What can you tell from a person,just by looking at them? What feature gives away their personality in your opinion?: eyes?

74.If you could be a character in any tv show,which tv show would you choose?: Mmm...thought we came to that?

75.If a friend you8217;ve known for a long time,and like a lot,asked you to go out with them,would you turn them down?: nope..

76.What body part do you sometimes take for granted?: brains.

77.If you were diagnosed with a treatable cancer,would you fight for your life,or would you crumble,and let the illness defeat you?: fight?

78.Are you confident when getting up and speaking in front of a crowd?: pretty ok.

79.Would you like to be celebrity,if it meant constantly having to watch what you say,and what you do,and have your privacy taken from you.Is it really worth it?: no.not at all.

80.Would you like your friends to fill out this survey?: if they want to..haha..

well..that's it..really long. Man...enjoy..ya..Mmm..take care!..

Pieces?

2005-02-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

Pieces..i realised that alot of songs contain the word "pieces". Like W-inds song>Pieces. Ashley Simpson's >Pieces of me. Sum 41's> Pieces. Mmm...what is it abt? haha..Anyway, just feel that many songs have similar titles and all..ok, MONDAY is going to be CRAZY. Yes, I repeat>>CRAZY. Yes, the result day. Doubt I can get 40 winks on sunday. haha. yep...Imagine the reactions..i can't imagine. will it be =:::oD or =:::oC. 1) Happy until cry or 2) sad until cry. yep. No idea. SIGH~ this is horrible. Anyway, let me share with you guys some lyrics?

Pieces-Sum41

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Nice lyrics to a nice song..Mmm..ok..i need to go rest now. Take care one and all. I shall write again soon. At the meantime, anyone interested in Fan-fics, do drop by my old blog (in which the link could be found in .:tHe wRiTeR's liNKs:.) Yup..any comments, do let me know ya? thanks pple! :)

...sIng tO mE tHe soNgS of ThE sTarS...

2005-02-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

haha..yep yep..listening to Only hope..haha. Those good ol' memories coming back to me. Well, Having so many things on my mind.

1) results. Yes..that's it. RESULTS!!! Wonder how I'll do. I hope i'll do well. Sigh...and it's coming out on MONDAY.
2) Poly...haha. *Reaching out for the Applied science and Nutrition faculty*
3) MISS PIGGY!!! haha...=oX. HAI~

ok..yes..i know it's only 3 things..but somehow..i think i have more. anyway, going to the ite open house with chel on sunday. Yup..go there and have a look at the place. Check out the diff as compared to poly. Mmm...aye..hope i can pen down some stuff..currently..that's all? lolz..yea..anyway, take care k??

Many things occupying my mind
just hope everything will be fine.

ARGH!! RESULTS!!

2005-02-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

Oh man...results coming out so soon.. :oS..aye...Somehow, I really hope that I'll do well. Least to get into the course that i want to go. Applied Food science and Nutrition by Temasek Poly. Yup..that's the course I want to take. Oh well, i'm just crossing my fingers and praying for the best. Yes, i know it's over and all, but i just want myself to do well. Mmm...sigh. Take it a step at a time i guess? Mmm...Guess you guys take care ya? Shall post something soon..after my results?? well..take care!!

Well...finally..?

2005-02-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

Well..finally my tag board is up and fine. Looking pretty ok i hope? Anyways, let me share Ryan Cabrera- True with you guys..Mmm..

"True"

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

Mmm...Well...it's nice eh? Ever wonder why sometimes you can't express how you feel in words? Cause of fear? or something else? NO idea..oh well..take care guys..

ok that's it!!

2005-02-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hello..ARGH! haha..the tagboard just don't want to show..haha..still gotta figure it out. Anyway! HELLO!!! yes! it's been ages since i typed! haha..clearing out the webs and dust..decided to change the layout a lil. Well, let's see..i went to TP open house today with Belle. Was pretty much alright. Managed to find out more info abt Applied food science and nutrition. Haha..yup...but! I must say that today's exercise regime with Belle was great! yes..we went to the beach and jog. haha..was fun! :) Mmm...well, results are coming out soon. haha..yes..the results! dread...sigh..anyway, take care pple! hope toblog again sometime soon..:) anything, just leave me comments ya? I'll figure out the tag board..haha..

Finally I tagged!

2005-02-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hello one and all..

yes..a LONG time of disappearance from me and my bloggie. Just felt that I don't want to blog that much anymore..No worries, I'll still keep this page going..least for the sake of my lil taggie..haha.. Well!!! How are all of you doing?? I'm doing fine. yea. Well...so much to say to all my different and wonderful friends. haha..miss you guys loads!! Maybe a shoutout might help?

Belle: Heya mei! yup..blogging this chunk..haha..miss ya loads..really hope to see you soon k? take care ya?

Evelyn: EVELYN!!! haha..MISS YOU! yes! long time really didn't see you le..how are you? Hope you're doing ok..take care k? hope to see you soon!!

Alicia: My endless supporter! haha..miss ya!! hope to see you real soon too!! :) how are you??

Charlene: Yes..yes.. my W-inds mate..haha...can't wait to catch up with you abt W-inds and yea..everyhting..haha..take care k??

Yup..that's all...so..I guess i'll write something again..soon? yea..take care one and all!!

eh??

2004-12-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Mmmm...this is funny. I was at Orchard yesterday and saw the OG sale yesterday..haha..the aunties and ah-mas all go for the $1 Kettle. lolz..then i walked up further and saw soem other stalls having sales as well and pple were all just rushing towards the stalls. haha..this is to show that s'poreans are really good with BIG sales..know what I Mean.. ya? Going back to school tml. Meeting Mrs Ang. Helping her with some F&N recipe typing thinggy. Yes. ok..let's see..where in S'pore can i get somemore w-inds stuff? Wonder if there are places that sell t.A.T.u stuff? no idea..mmm...Well..gotta go..take care ya? Will be back soon..i hope!

Shall always end off with a pic..W-inds pic..lolz..>>>





Sigh..shiki...where is SHIKI???

SHEESH!!

2004-12-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

Ok..am really ARGH! ok..cool it. I typed a long chunk and it's gone again. nvm..I'll write again. So...Camp is on thurs to Sun. Will be in HK on Mon and will be meeting Ai Yun tml.Heh..have not seen her sometime. ANyway, I went to the shop Clarice told me abt. SO cool! haha..they have the posters and cards. I saw the -Pieces- poster, the -super lover- poster and i think the forever memories poster. Yea...haha..yup. There are quite a number of stuff and the things there are pretty reasonable too. Just that i didn't see the Shiki album..:( Sigh..lolz. Mmm...Now watching W-inds stuff. They're talking in Jap. Can't really make out what are they talking abt but just know that it's something funny? lolz. Mmm..Christmas is arnd the corner. I hope i could spend this season with all my dear friends..sigh. Wonder..wonder..haha..anyway, you guys take care.

I better make sure this goes up!

W-inds pic for you! >>>



haha..Kawaii~~ cute ya? I fully agree with Ryohei that Keita must eat more! haha.. :P



Take care pple!!

Sick..

2004-12-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh..hey pple..

Getting all stuffed up again. Went to see the doc. haha...well, did some praying and drawing...was nice..Mmm..anyway..take care ya? will blog again sometime..have to get used to this..:P

Holy cow...

2004-12-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

hey pple..this is my new site! man!!!took the whole day to make this site...haha..well..that's it..am tired now..still ain't that well..but nvm..any improvements to make.. just let me know k? thanks..i'll post a link here..maybe you guys can bookmark me?





Hehe..Keita plays the Keyboard!!!